so i have found a way to let out what i am thinking

it helps

you can ignore

as it is a pile of shit

but it helps me think about how i'm feeling in consideration to him.

visited him today

so sorry it is long/random

they seemed easier to post last night

so i'm going to do it again









but i do it so that then i wouldn't feel so alone



just to all the world in general, especially everyone i go to college with



trust me, i would even swap with granddad







but i will take you lot with me







i wish it had just decided to fuck off after it was diagnosed(sp) in his prostate.







i'll stop now


GRINDID